Saturday, July 18, 2009

I'm still here...

Just trying to deal with some frustration and disappointment. In the past 2 weeks I have managed to lose .8 pounds. Yes, that is the total of 2 weeks. Actually it's worse than that...I am still .2 ABOVE my lowest weight of a month ago. So technically it's as if this past month didn't even happen, weight-wise, with the exception of the money I'm out. Last week I was glad to have lost anything...it wasn't a great week. This week, however, was great. Sun, Mon, Tue, Wed, Thur and Fri absolutely within points and good choices made. And another lousy .4 pounds. Please don't respond to me that any loss is a good loss...I know all of that. But when you weigh as much as I do, .4 is NOTHING...especially after a great week. Everyone else around me is losing 2 to 3 pounds a week like it's NOTHING and I am struggling to get back to where I was a month ago.

I hate when I start feeling like this. Sometimes I swear that if my insurance covered gastric bypass I'd make an appointment today. :(

1 comment:

  1. how much you lost so for gl with it

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