Saturday, July 18, 2009

OK, feeling a little better...

I weighed at my mother's house earlier today and was down a little over 4 pounds. Her scale is usually right on with my WW scale. By her scale I was down 3 pounds on Thursday, so this is right on track. I'm thinking that there may have been a problem with the scale at WW...don't know what, but it could be. And if it makes me feel better, then I will believe it! :) It doesn't really matter, cause it should show at next week's WI, which I am already looking forward to.

So I'm feeling a bit better and not quite as down on myself.

I'm still here...

Just trying to deal with some frustration and disappointment. In the past 2 weeks I have managed to lose .8 pounds. Yes, that is the total of 2 weeks. Actually it's worse than that...I am still .2 ABOVE my lowest weight of a month ago. So technically it's as if this past month didn't even happen, weight-wise, with the exception of the money I'm out. Last week I was glad to have lost anything...it wasn't a great week. This week, however, was great. Sun, Mon, Tue, Wed, Thur and Fri absolutely within points and good choices made. And another lousy .4 pounds. Please don't respond to me that any loss is a good loss...I know all of that. But when you weigh as much as I do, .4 is NOTHING...especially after a great week. Everyone else around me is losing 2 to 3 pounds a week like it's NOTHING and I am struggling to get back to where I was a month ago.

I hate when I start feeling like this. Sometimes I swear that if my insurance covered gastric bypass I'd make an appointment today. :(