Tuesday, May 12, 2009

What am I doing?!

Okay, I am at that point. You know the one...it's where you decide that the weight is coming off so slowly and it's okay to go ahead and eat crap. Why on earth would anyone with a lick of sense make that kind of ridiculous, conscious decision?

Yes, today I had two 2 twinkie-like-red velvet-cream-filled-thingies...180 calories and 10 grams of fat EACH. 4 points each of sugary poison. Yes, sugary, delicious poison, but poison all the same.

It has taken me 10 weeks to lose 15 pounds. Officially it isn't even 15 pounds, cause I gained .8 this week. I have to come up with $100 more to buy another 10 weeks to WW, and I am getting concerned that the weight isn't going to come off. It would if I were OP the whole time, but I am being loose with my eating on Saturday and Sunday, and stretching over to Monday and, apparently after today, Tuesday as well. Why am I doing this? I know that part of my problem is that I have stopped journaling. Why? It's so stupid. I know that it will help things to "click", and yet I am not doing it.

I need a good kick in the butt, so if anyone is still reading this, hop on here and help me out. Give me whatfor and help me get back to the right frame of mind please!

3 comments:

  1. Everybody has a method that keeps them on track. Yours happens to be journaling. Get out the pen and get back to it! You may now consider this as an official kick to the butt. C'mon, Girl, you can do this!!!

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  2. Thanks WHW.
    I had a really rough week, but am going back to my meeting tomorrow. It's a great day to start again!

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  3. This is the point where you have to buckle down and reassess. I know it feels hopeless but it is not. If you recommit yourself now you will see the weight come off! Good luck, you can do it!

    jen
    http://www.bodaweightloss.com/blog

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